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| I'm bored o_o and deprived. Seriously! the most AWFUL thing happened!
Seriously... my manager you know Kimmy the one who is almost 50, the
evil bitch midget! Well guess what!?! She bend down and over infront of
me... AND I WAS CHECKING HER OUT! ....AND IT TURNED ME ON!
yeah >__< I seriously need to yeah y'know >__>
and oh! I'm bored. I just took my empty M&M Mini's container and
took off the wrapper. Then took the white cap of a 2 OZ pop bottle and
put it on the end. Perfect fit! Now it looks like a vibrator. If I had
leather hot pants I could make a strap on. M&M's should so jump on
this. "FEATURING! M&M's going bondage!" you could have that green
M&M strutting the Minis Hotpantsed strap on, then the mini's
could fly out but there would only be one hole to go into. Then she
could orgazmotron and blow into millions of pieces. ...yeah I am THAT
bored. >.<
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| Well I'm all better now, fever is gone. However I do have an upset
stomach and a headache. Not much to complain eh? I've always had a
really strong immune system. xD I rarely get sick, and when I do, I
recover quickly. Heh my dad is still in bed ill, he's ben sick nearly a
week now, while I was sick for 1 day. xD
So what else? I never heard back from work, I called my manager at 6:30
yesterday morning, and then officially called in sick at 10 AM.. No one
ever called back, so that worried me a bit. oO I know they are pissed,
because I'm the only competent worker. xD last night/early this
morning, I was talking to 'her' you know the secret girl w ho stole my
heart? Yeah well i had a strong feeling to tell her how I felt. I know
that's not the right thing to do, i think I was feeling vulnerable from
being sick. o.o; when I make quick rash decisions they never turn out
well.
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| some of you have been on the recieving end of my very angry rant of my
disgusting father and his inability to take care of himself. well now
it's my turn to see how able I will be. x_x last night about 2 am I
felt a little tired, more so than usual. I woke up an hour ago [5:30] I
was burning up and had the chills, I was FUCK! I caught it, then
shortly after I found myself on the bathroom floor having trouble
breathing between excessive vomitting. x_x I'm seriously afraid to go
to sleep x_x
anyways Im out for a few days probably, so yeah catch you all later.
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| I've been busy lately I suppose, things have been going by fast for me
lately, I think. Heh.. last night was insanely busy at work. Which was
good, I want business, but then again, if the morning crew don't do
their job then it's my ass who gets punished for it. Not like I get in
trouble, but I get backed up, because there is no back up, no prep.
Anyways... there is one thing I really hate about myself. I fall for
someone and I tend to get jealous, I try not to show it, I really don't
deserve half these girlfriend's I get. I don't want people to worry
about me so I try to keep my real feelings to myself. When I see other
guys give attention to the girl I want, or she gives attention to other
guys I feel less than an inch tall. I really distance myself and I just
want to kick my own ass. It eats me up from inside, but it's be st like
that, I can't burden anyone else with my useless feelings, so I'll just
continue to bottle them up inside. There is someone I like.. but it
doesn't mater. I know 100% that she'll never even think of me in any
way than a friend, not even a tiny fraction, a sliver, none at all. So
I'm going to keep my feelings for her locked up until they go away
...and if they don't, I'm sure I can handle it.. yeah anyways..
later.
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| seriously.. what the hell? Every year I seem to have to deal with this
bull crap. Last year I was 26, this year Im 28. Geeze... my birthday
over there to the left says I'm 21. heh, when I turn 25 I should be
getting my investment and bond money from my aunt. Im supposed to get
some of it on this birthday, I get about 80K of it this birthday.
SUPPOSEDLY. I will get about half a million on my 25th birthday, I wish
I was 28, I'd be rich ==;
meh other news, Im on pills for my knee, tissue is weak, so no physical
activity for me. bleh. My keyboard is possesed and I broke up with
Kimmie. Amy said she knew it wouldn't last. Im kinda happy. Knowing
that Amy hated Kimmie and vice versa was tearing me up inside. meh oh
well.. whatever, later.
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